The best of Nothing

by Hridesh
(India)

Well I am an Engineer by profession and just 23 yrs old working in an MNC.

I am the only person earning at my home and that's the biggest burden and responsibility for me.

With increasing inflation , it is very hard to enjoy your life with such small increments & salary. I really feel bad when i close my eyes and look into my future wherein my routine is just to wake up and go to office for routine work for earning few thousand bucks per month. That's all!!

Is that the only thing i was made for? When do i enjoy my life? With this much money and responsibilities , can anyone think of enjoying?

With whom should i enjoy? Do i have a partner? Who will become partner of such a boring person with unbelievable responsibilities on his shoulder?
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These questions sometimes start killing me when I think too much about them. I feel that is the end of the world for me. I am good for nothing and just nothing.

Sometimes I feel will I get a chance to prove myself in the future? Will I be able to fight against the biggest enemy called life itself?

Will I be able to fulfill my family's dreams. Will I be able to love someone??

These are the questions for which I have no answer. My mind freezes thinking of answers about these questions.

I hope i may get to know the answers in the future...