The Reason's I'm A Mess.

by flow
(fl)

The three things that drive me the craziest are my kids, they are all under 6 and they are unruly little brats.

My two oldest are girls and have a different father than my son the baby. The girl's Father hasn't helped me a bit with them in three years. That frustrates the hell out of me that he and I could make two kids and he could just forget that they exist and leave me with all the responsibilities. Then to have the nerve to get upset with me for my kids calling another man daddy, after he hasn't been around all this time.

Now I have a wonderful man ( the babies father) who loves us all and is good to us, but for some reason he and I can't seem to get along with one another for more than an hour at a time so we are always fighting even though we have no real reason we are always at each others throats and ready to attack. Besides all that it feels like most of the time my life passed me right by and all the things I wanted to do when I was a kid are out of reach.

Oh medicaid infuriates on regular basis. Laundry I can't stand laundry I never run out of it, I never finish it and I end up washing clean clothes over and over again.

Finally some one else's dog keeps pooping in my front yard...yuck!