What went wrong?

by A B Vyas

I am a 38 years old male. At this age people are generally well settled. But I found myself still struggling.

I don't have a good earning job (but I am thankful to online places that give chances for some income for me). I wished for a good steady income, a good house of my own, good vehicles, a good wife and good children. But none of those I have. I am still single.

I don't know whom to thank for the good health I have. I feel myself sound physically and mentally. But due to my unfulfilled wishes, I can't really enjoy my life. I lost my father when I was 7. I have a nice mother but I feel frustration due to her not sound health.

I want to make others happy too, but I am not able to make myself happy even. I want to have some supernatural powers also. Because I think that only money can't solve all problems.

I forgot to mention that I don't have good friends even. I mean I found my friends of my type only. They have also different problems. I feel much stressed as I can't figure out who is responsible for my situation.

When and how and what went wrong ? I don't have someone to guide me. When I talk about my problems to someone, the usual answer is that no one is without problems. But what next ? Don't we need to try to solve problems ?